Life “In-gen”

Another post, with nothing concrete to say…

• These are just a few random musings, for those curious about my life and for the good health of my Blog which is so close to its death..
• College (+ Hostel) is amongst few places, that everyone on Earth(& elsewhere) *must* get the chance to be in. There’s a whole new world out here, with hell a lotuva things you can do, Here and Only Here… [I am not, by any means, talking of acads!]
• Projects. Yes they are a part of almost all my random stuff… cos I just Love them, when they are self-assigned and off-hand. They get even more exciting, when the learning curve is Steep!
• Deadlines can be wonderful things, if only I learn to respect them.
• Lab-Tests, i guess, are amongst the most hyped tests in the World! They aren’t worth all that fuss.
• Grades ain’t everything in Life. Not even if you are doing Engineering!
• I live amidst wonderful singers, marvelous music composers, facile lyric writers, cool Hackers, amazing photographers, inspiring poets and what not. [Why the hell do people then, look just for the "industrious" grade scorers?]
• Music and Sleep are Great Healers. Laughter, too, is a close competitor.
• GNU/Linux is addictive. More n more people getting addicted, everyday!
• RHCE’s got a pretty interesting test. Its rare to be interested in undergoing the torture of a test, ain’t it?
• Rules seem to be total crap, until you get the chance to look at them from above.
• Quark’08 coming up! Gottu gear up for it!
• Comprees?? They don’t bother me so much any more.
• Finally, for those who found all the above stuff boring and dumb… here’s some food for thought
  

  The Best things in Life aren’t Things…

Filed under: Ramblings , exams, lafootgiri, quark

Lost Control??

Caution: This post is just some arbit crap, that arose from some internal probing. Its utterly worthless for any reader other than myself. This could possibly even be classified narcissistic or whatever that’s called.

Presently, I’ve got tests going on and they are half way through. Considering this and the fact that its been over a month since I last posted, writing a post now doesn’t make much sense, does it?[If my blog's been dormant so long, can't it be so for a couple of days more?] But things I’ve been up to off-late, don’t make much sense. [in the past, at least they made sense to me if not to others.] This post is just about that, going from being senseless to at least being less sense [and hopefully, to being sensible]

I’ve screwed up the tests so far, and don’t think will be doing much better in the others too. Even otherwise, I haven’t done anything good, anything that feels great, anything that feels right, in the past couple of months (years?? decades??) [except for one video with 'the gang', i didn't contribute much though]. Let alone accomplishing something nice, I haven’t even been attempting anything decent enough. My priorities have gone haywire, or may be not, may be I’m just doing things that are very low on the scale or may be I’m not doing anything, things are just hapenning.

• I’ve slept through ‘n’ classes both inside and outside the classroom
• I’ve stayed awake all night downloading some crap for my comp.
• I had been worrying about keeping my blog alive. Made numerous attempts to post something, even if its no big deal not posting regularly.
• Changed 4 different OSes in a couple of days!
• been ages since I last visited the Library.
• Slept through the morning lotsa times, even if I enjoy EBER-ing
• Bunked bathing just because i’ll have more clothes to wash!
• ….

The list is pretty long. It ain’t sensible to be putting down the whole thing here.

I guess I’ve just been trying to escape things. Running from doing important stuff. I’ve had enough. Its high time I do something about it. I’ve decided to get in control of my life, rather than being controlled by arbit stuff like sleep, a blog, a grade, an addiction, a song, a cricket match, a rain, a meal, a game of carrom, a prof’s accent, a course, a test or other such trivialities.

I wish to get back on track!!
..to get back into the habit of doing things I love, at the time and place I like.
..to doing things that give me joy, in the true sense. Not momentary, passing pleasures.

Hopefully, with some effort, I will. (A nudge is all it takes.)

btw, if this post was a total bouncer, this is for you….

Time is the wisest Counselor. Exams come in a close second! — punchagan

Filed under: Ramblings , exams, lafootgiri